She's a little bit sad today

Hi, good morning. I hope that everyone i know are doing good today. I hope you are all in a very good mood and happy.

She wants to be happy too. In order to be happy, she needs to get rid of all the negativity around her. Sabar is all she can do. But, have you ever get so angry and starts to cry? Well that's how she feels right now. She knows the person who hurts her feeling memang macam tu. She knows that person for 22 years already. And she knows his behavior so well. She knows that he hurt others' feeling too. She's growing up, and she gets angry too. She's no longer a little kid yang manja and look innocent. She's fierce yet somehow get hurts by other's words too.

So why can't people be quiet if they can't be kind? Why people choose to hurts other's feeling instead of cakap baik baik? Do we have to pay for all the kindness that we give to people? Kalau setiap kali buat baik and you'll be rewarded with money, I bet there will be no or less crime kat dunia ni. Even buat baik tak dapat duit, but still dapat pahala right? 

This is why she change herself. She still wants to look happy infront of everyone, she will try to be kind to everyone and keep smiling no matter how hurt she is. But, she has feelings too. She'll cry too. But not infront of people, she no longer want to look weak. She is stronger than she've been before. If she starts to tell you about her day, her feelings, her problem and starts to cry, you must be those people she trust and comfortable with. She is thankful that she has people who can make her happy, that's how she forget her sadness. That's how she live her life.

And she'll start typing whenever she don't feel like talking to anyone, but still want to express her feeling. Honestly, she feels better now. She hopes that this world is full with kind people and sincerely happy with their life. And she hope that she is one of them.